um, Hii
I'm mad and happy and mad
Guess I should tell you all
the good news first.
Kay, so I friend am and lolli already.
Mad x2 because I actually plucked up
my courage from dunno where
and foolishly wrote a letter to that ***
abt my feelings for him.
Then on the front page where it was folded
I neatly wrote: READ AT HOME LATER MS FOO CONFISCATE.
But ruxin and amanda, give him the other way round
So is written on top they give tombalik.
So he just open coz he never see.
Then this Jana go and snatch from him.
Then when i go headstart, amanda and ruxin go ask him where's the paper,
and if he reply already, he do that mati sign.
then ruxin ask why, he say jana take the paper.
I dunno how she noe lah, but then she still take
I mean other people the bussiness she still nid the stick her nose in.
I hate her sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
I write everything abt my feelings in that letter leh.
I hate her...
I hate her...
i hate her...
i mean receive notes cannot meh?
only cannot tok, but she oso got tok to people from other class
nessesary or not.
Then Jun Yeow tell me gotto be that Jana like *** coz she care abt his things mah
Then he said e.g. he wouldn't take my messages cuz he dun like me.
Then very touching lorh, cuz he care more then ***.
Then Jun Yeow tell me not to worry alot of times,
but then idk why i hadn't like him more then *** in the first place?
But I dun like him lah, okay?
I still have alot of feelings for siang yao.
I oso dunno why i gave it to him in the first place.
Then am, tay-o and elydia, go call *** to come out of the class to
discuss what we going to do
then he dun wan come out.
then natalya n jana come out lorh, but i not there
i let my REAL ffriends handle it.
cuz couldn't bring myself to face her.
Then they told natalya to help to get from jana.
Then she oso never give
But what i dunno abt natalya is i'm her bff, not jana
the person her bff absolutely detest,
and she still let it pass.
I'm beginning to hate her too.
Her attitude towards her friends are
like becoming worst.
actually, who taught her to be brave abt going to another class?
US.
who told her we'll stay in touch no matter what?
US.
and we still do, and we had the same cca so that we cn tok,
and memorise each other's phone no.s so we can call any time we wan.
we told her the be strong.
and she just LET IT PASS!!!
How could she?
and from knowing each other since p1,
we know that we should be behind each other when
one of us is in trouble. and now she is partly
helping someone she met just this year, which is
like less then one year?
OMG!
and funny thing is, everytime, that i
noe she keeping something from me,
she will persist untili tell her
"i dun fwen u anymore"
then she will tell me lorh.
I can't believe she didn't use what she learnt from me.
Or whatever it's not her fault.
It's ***'s fault, cuz he let jana noe and gave up the letter to her.
He should noe better