youxia was like totally scary bcuz she slot her wrist .
and i dunno if slot is th past tense of slit .
but i guess you ppl get wht i mean bahhs :D
if not thn nvm .
nothing to blab about .
just kinda angry bcuz this sickness is taking up too much of my precious time ,
and i dun understand why it cnt just go away !
being sick just plainly sucks DDD:

well , i dun really care tht much ,
bcuz im th kind of person tht doesn't like my sch .
and i would do alot of things to make myself sick .
it rarely works :D
im proud i did it this time ,
but it lasted like , way longer thn i expected .
i wonder how many days of stupid sickish medicine
i would have to go through before im totally ok again ,
and can finally go back to choir and see my friends ,
well , th ones i've missed ONLY

i miss rulang .
sometimes i just wish i can go back in time .
back to those rulang days ,
i mean whn you are frm rulang ,
you'll love it alot bcuz it rocks !
th best sch ever , so i was wondering how come no rulang sec ?
tht sucks .
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i wouldn't try to act sick if i was still in primary sch .
i hate / abhore this sch ,
th attitude of some of th peepos .
i dun wanna pinpoint names luhh .
but many people will comprehend with me , i guess .
well , i hope .

my new partner , named , lim pei xiang ,
is irritating , i get it .
he doesn't irritate me i guess .
why do you ppl assume tht he will irritate me ?
you ppl are th irritating ones .
as in , come on luhh ..
he tok to you , doesn't mean you should answer .
he crybaby doesn't mean you should make him cry .
im not trying to defend him , but it's true ,
he's not a monster and neither are you .
( ehh , it rhymes ! )
so stop trying to act like some .

and like , another group of ppl .
can you like stop asking me who i like , and stop guessing .
bcuz i dun like anybody in jvss .
and literally , i dun .
it's not like matchmaking is your whole life right ?
give your services to someone who cares , or wants it even .
some ppl are not so despo .

this is fuck .
if _____ nvr _____ then ______ will nvr happen .
fuckfuckfuck .
don't you knw th feeling of being IRRITATED ?!?!?!
it feels like fuck .
I tell you just bcuz you have a friend , who is a boy ,
doesn't mean he is your boyf right ?
or neither does it mean we're in love or something along tht line .
tht sucks .
you suck .
you're not even my friend , so don't act like you are .
you're not even popular , so don't act like you are .
you're not liked , so don't act like you are .
you're not funny , so DON"T ACT LIKE YOU ARE !
whn you act , you get on my nerves .
you are th worst of th worst i knw .
i will nvr ______ you to _______ bcuz
wht happened to ______ may happen to me .
and i swear I WILL DIE .
it's none of your business , so don't even interfere .
Bcuz you suck at it .

it's not bcuz you created this ,
tht you have th authority to destroy it .
in case you dunno ,
we've grown to love it too .
more more and more in time .
just bcuz we're here doesn't mean we'll always be here .
just bcuz we say we forgive and forget doesn't mean we'll always forget .
sometimes it simply hurts too much to forget .

ok , my speech is over :D
thanks for listening / reading :D
love ,
Nicoleee