abhorrence, abomination, anathema, animosity, animus, antagonism, antipathy, aversion, black beast, bother, bugbear, bête noire, detestation, disgust, enmity, execration, frost*, grievance, gripe, hatred, horror, hostility, ill will, irritant, loathing, malevolence, malignity, mislike, nasty look, no love lost, nuisance, objection, odium, pain, rancor, rankling, repugnance, repulsion, resentment, revenge, revulsion, scorn, spite, trouble, venom

this is how i feel about you.
and im sure you feel the same way too.
very, positively sure, tht you hate me too.

you don't give me a chance to explain properly.
th times you give me a chance,
are th times i am distracted and worked up about something else.
I'm not focused on tht, and how do you expect me to squeeze one more worry in,
and try to give you a least a decent answer.

you make decisions without consulting me properly,
whn you consult me,
I'm thinking about some more important stuff,
and i cnt afford to cram in any more details.
I cnt just think straight and work out a compromise with you.

I try my best to forgive you.
I do my best to please you.
But to you, my best isn't high enough for your standards.
You'd might as well set th goals and achieve them for youself.
At least tht would please you.

you keep saying tht you count on me,
tht you'd do anything for me succeed.
Like wht?
stress me out whn I'm already trying?
try to push me to my limit whn i'm already thr?

I din't say I wanted everything.
I just said I wanted something.
I din't ask for everthing,
I just asked for something.
I don't need everything,
But I need something,
Like your concern and care and love and passion for me,
But do you even care?