i am totally going to kill myself .
i cnt believe i started on a task but dint finish it .
i feel so irritated .
i feel so alone .
why is this happening ?

honestly i think i hate myself .
i honestly think tht i oughta hate myself .
i cnt believe im so clumsy .
i cnt believe i dint save myself frm all this misery
why is it this way ?
why ? why ? why ?
i cnt believe i deleted it !
i cnt believe i dint save it .
it oughta be part of my memory .
but now it's just ... nothing but dunno wht .

I mean , i really hate myself .
I should've just saved myself from all this regret .
I wanted it SO BADLY .
but I dint treasure it tht good .
i knw i oughta kill myself .
but they won't let me .
I cnt bring myself to th desicion .
it's all i wanted .
it's all i want .
and it's all i will ever want .

pls save me .
i swear i'll need you .
forever

i don't believe tht bullying a guy is so easy .
daddy is easy to bully , for example .
he is easy to bully too .

thr was this guy .
he kinda stood infront of me just now .
and i swear he cut hair .
and OMG .
amazingly , he did !
he just told me .
he was like , how to say ??
his voodoo doll .
okok .
you cnt blame me .
they have resemblances !
fine . you dunno wht im toking abt .
=.= i was toking to myself again .

don't ask who's th 2 he's
bcuz idk th name of th other one . =.=
lols .

went to eat with rachel and christabelle today .
thn went we wanna eat finish ,
atiqah called to say tht our I & E workshop teacher come alr .
and we were like , O.o .
cuz ms tan say no I & E .
thn we ruching back to class ,
whn she called and say dun have . =.=
thn we like wok here wok thr .
dunno whr to go .
and whn me and christabelle wok back ,
i saw shirley okay !
misssssed her like , soooooo much !
well , i miss th nsera oso :D
thn finally went home to on comp :D
long time no use comp alr .
so i decided to spend quality time with th laptop .
i knw .
and amazingly , he was online .
toked for quite awhile alr .
today it was unusual okay !
dunno . bcuz too many things happened in a short time span .
AM I SO LUCKY ?
until th stupid laptop went lagging .
and everything was GONE ?!?!
yeahs , my totto-chan project ,
my book report ?
my news report and everything else just as important .
i hate it okay !

i've been reading sad stories on youtube .
really sad okay .
but i havent found a story tht i actually cried
=.=
just have to keep looking O.o

okok , brb .
im waiting for somebody to spam th taggie :D

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